Whenever I have told people that I want to work with animals, they automatically ask me, “So you want to be a veterinarian then?” I’ve always replied that I just wasn’t interested in that aspect of animals. I would much rather go out into the wild and study their behaviors. Of course they look at me like I’m crazy! But after an incident at the vet’s office I now know that I’ll never be a vet, even if I wanted to!
One morning I was out at Sandy Ridge feeding the captive red wolves when I received a call from Michael, one of the Red Wolf Recovery Program biologists. He told me he was planning to take a female coyote to get sterilized at the veterinarian’s office. He asked for help capturing her, and since I had nothing else on my schedule I tagged along for the experience! I had never actually watched a live surgery, but I love Grey’s Anatomy so I thought it would be similar. Boy was I wrong! I was in the operating room with the coyote on one table and a golden retriever being neutered on the other. I was intrigued at what they were doing to the coyote but I tried not to pay too much attention to the retriever! The coyote was only getting her tubes tied so it wasn’t a very invasive surgery, unlike the neutering. Luckily, I had Michael there to distract me from what was going on. While I watched from my peripherals I started to notice different body parts being pulled out of the retriever. I started to think to myself, "That just isn’t natural." We started to talk about the music that was on the radio and before I knew it I had forgotten about the surgeries.
After talking about random stuff for ten minutes, Michael said he would be right back. "This isn’t going to be good," I thought. I had nothing to distract me. I didn’t want to pull out my cellphone because I didn’t want to insult the doctors. I tried to watch the surgery and look as if I was interested in what was going on. I’m sure they could tell by the look on my face that I was more disgusted than I was interested. I started to focus on the retriever’s surgery and couldn’t get myself to stop watching. The doctor was pulling out the different body parts and shoving them back in! Gross! Next thing I knew, I started to get really warm and light headed. I realized what was happening and pulled out my phone to try and distract myself. It didn’t work. I started to stare into space and lean to one side. Just at that moment, Michael came back in and grabbed me. He said he was trying to figure out what I was staring at when he realized that I was about to pass out. He took me outside to get some fresh air and I felt much better! I eventually went back into the OR to finish out her surgery but I made sure to stay distracted. I was really embarrassed that I didn’t have the stomach for the surgery, but they invited me back! Maybe I’ll eventually be able to watch the whole thing without a problem. At least when someone asks me now if I want to be a vet, I can give them a good story as to why that will never be my profession!
Here’s a picture of me with a red wolf and one of the veterinarians that came out to Sandy Ridge for the annual checkup of the captive wolves. I was fine that day because there wasn’t any blood! -- Alayna